I took a break because I learned that people usually work in a small group for 2 years on a project. So I thought that I would not be good enough; since I was taking more tries than average to complete tasks; mostly on the ones that were like doing a hard math problem. My mom encouraged me to start again. She said it didn't matter if I thought I wasn't going to get a job if I continued doing this. She said I should just try my best and learn what I could. Also, I started to continue reading Head First Java on archive.org, plus she bought me the book online and it's supposed to get shipped.